A Dream is a Wish Your Heart Makes......

Been a while huh

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 20:07:30 GMT

Its been a really long time since I have been on LJ I had to go back and get my password e-mailed to me. Since the last time I was here I traveled to Europe to France, Italy, and Greece with some really cool people and I had a lot of fun. I miss them a lot. I still miss India but am not depressed about not being there. Junior year just started and I have bunch of homework. I don't understand why we started school so early. We started on Thursday and we were in school for 2 days and we ahd a 3 day weekend. This year is going to be so wierd I don't many friends in most of my classes so my classes are pretty quiet now. It's so wierd. Oh well...hope this year turns out well.. Peace out - Sasha

Outside the Eiffel Tower
Beach in Greece
The night Italy won the World Cup we were in Italy

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 20:23:35 GMT

So..It's been a while since I have updated. Nothing has really changed. I still miss India a lot. I spoke to a few of my friends online this morning that was soo much fun. I miss them soo much. I love them all. If I had to live one place in the whole world I would pick India. They know how to live there. There is never a dull moment.
Last night I had my birthday party which was a lot of fun. We sang karaoke. Oh man. That was...interesting. I liked it. Well...It's freezing outside and I got to go..update l8r.

And the depression seeps in

Mon, 09 Jan 2006 22:14:19 GMT

So I got back from India yesterday. I cried the whole way back because I now have an attachment there. I miss everyone and I have been crying non stop I miss it soo much. I miss everyone. Tania (TAN), Tracy, Reagan (Dubba or He-man), Ryan, Elton, Raynah (Ray), Leanne, Joel(Bobo), and .... Faffilicous Maxim William Denver Diabrio (Faffi). I love it there. I and I think my cell phone bill will go above 100 in texting alone. I miss them soo much. I had the most amazing time in my entire life. I want to live there. But my mom and dad said that I have more opportunities here. I don't care about that shit I just want to be happy. And I am definitley not happy here. I love it there.There is the one true place where being me isn't hard at all. I don't have to try to get them to like me and I don't have to impress them. I MISS IT SOO MUCH. I don't think I will ever be so happy as when I am over there. That hapiness has no words. AHH I want to go back.

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 18:40:24 GMT

Yesterday was pretty hectic...In the morning I had my Lax Clinic and people cam late so we had to do 6 suicides oh man by the end i wanted to comint suicide I guess thats why they call it suicides. Then I went shopping for a birthday present for Eddie and I had to buy a pair of chucks for my cousin in India. Then I had bowling with my p2p people which was a lot of fun. I mad new friends who go to Trinity thier really nice. It was all girls though because the boys didn't want to come. so sad.
Last nights party was sooo much fun ahh. Laura Formaneck is soo wierd and funny....haha. Eddie loved the sweater I gave him even though I didn't and I told him. He is soo adorable. he was soo exited to see my brother. John Curly was there too haha he bothered me when we were there because he knows i get peeved easily.....LAST NIGHT WAS SOO MUCH FUN.

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 01:03:35 GMT

Today wasn't so bad for me....I thought it was kind of nice waking up to a rainy morning because it was warmer and yesterday was an ice box...I played Charades again in Choir...OMG how much fun did I have?.....ha a lot. It was jsut between me and my friend Martha we would open a book and point to a word and we would HAVE to act it out. LOL.
UGH tomorrow is such a busy day ahhhhhh......I am busy all day...no free time what s freakin ever.ahh. Ugh life is soo busy now..I haven't even finished christmas shopping....ahhh 5 days left what the fuck will I DO???!!!!???!

NEW BEGINNINGS

Fri, 16 Dec 2005 00:05:50 GMT

It's been a while since I have updated...actually last time I updated was when there were 24 days left till I go to India now there are 6....Ohh yeah...since then I have decided to make some changes in my life let go of some things that were holding me back from being who I really wanted to be...now that I have let them go I am sort of happier.....I have come out of my shell the one that I have been in for the past 3 to 4 years...I have been in the shadows of people and I got sick of it....all the drama...I decided that I was no longer going to be in the shadow of people...I am not a switch .....if people want to be my friend then be my friend if you don't then don't...Just don't expect me to always be there as your second choice when you had always been my first. I am now making new friends in school and they are soo funny and sooo much nicer...I won't be expecting any problems from them.....I can trust them better and I know they keep thier promisses and I know I can keep mine and swear I will not disown them whenever I feel like it because that's what good friends do. And hopefully if I am lucky which doesn't always happen these new friends won't have so many bad days.....On to New Beginnings...ahh lovin it.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 18:21:33 GMT

M brother just left for college like not even 5 minutes ago...I am so bored right at this second. Yesterday I hung out with a bunch of friends...we played kid cranium.....yes kid cranium...and it was fun. I have to go get passport photagraph taken for my new passport. ahhh I hate how passport pictures look...no matter what you wear you always look like an idiot. OHH MAN

24 days till i go to INDIA ....I AM SO EXITED!!!....I can't wait to see my family....especially my cousins....and my new and old friends....It is going to be so much fun.....Christmas in India is so much more fun for me than Christmas over here. How exited am I?.......Oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o S0oo0o0o0oo0o exited.

I have to go Christmas shopping soon for all these people in INDIA....I can't wait...but ohh the dilema of shopping....I have to choose what to get because no one gift can be better than the other at least in my eyes........ahhhhh

Wed, 23 Nov 2005 19:08:34 GMT

I don't tell your secrets so why do you tell mine?...And don't say you didn't because I know your lying... Don't ask what my problem is, I'll ask whats yours? ...I told you my personal secret and you ignore it.... You made me a promise, why couldn't you keep it?... We're done we're over it's time to leave it.

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 20:23:25 GMT

HEYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am at Brynn's house right now...we just watched Beauty Shop...good good....Lat nights dance was awesome.....maybe I will go to more.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 03:22:53 GMT

So today was really boring...I am so soar...I can't even lift up a book I am in so much pain. I am so happy that I don't have to use my crutches. wuuhuu....

so there wasn't really a point to this update. Maybe next time.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 23:51:30 GMT

The pep rally today was kinda boring...although I found it hilarious when Mike Mastrianni started to dance. We had to sit with our homerooms and I don't really have friends in homeroom. So I was betweent Katrins and Marilena. It was kinda cold out ...luckily I had my gloves and scarf. Other than the pep rally today was a pretty pathetic day. After the pep rally we had our normal classes but they were shorter. I didn't mind that. Then Brynne was giving me ride home..I didn't mind that ... but then we went to Blimpies and we walked to school. We were there till like 1:45. I spent the whole day hardly talking. It was wastefull..I should have stayed home.

My brother is coming down in a while and he is taking me to see chicago in NY with his UNH friends. I am kind of exited for that.

I really don't want to go to school tomorrow...I hate this year........IT'S THE WORST!

48 days..till x-mas vacation....way to long.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:07:28 GMT

Today was mildly fine. I had no problems really. I was really quiet sometimes though...sometimes I was quite talkative. Right now I really don't care much about anything. Ask me if I care...I don't. It seems the people in my life just keep distancing themselves from me. Do I have a desease that no one wants to catch. Am I a bad person. Everyone is changing and I am definitley changing....It's not that I don't like it, it is just that it is happening to fast and it isn't giving me time to think about what is happening. I usually have a good head on my shoulders but lately I have been keeping more to myself and not even telling my friends anything. I have been doing some crappy drawings but they seem to be keeping my mind of of everything. Whatever...I have to go to church now at 7:00 for "a day of obligation" .....whatever.

Clumsy Clumsy

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 19:58:43 GMT

Ugh...today was a sad day. I kepy dropping stuff on the floor....tripping....walking into things/peeople. Frist I dropped my English file on the floor and all the papers fell out and while I was preocupied with that I left my ID card and my novel in there. And I left. Then I walked into a door. A person. Another person actually a few other people. Then I dropped my gold pendant and lost it...I did not find....ahhh.....Hopefully tomorrow will be better no problems. I had my P2P interview yesterday....Odd person that guy who interviewed me. I hope I get in. It will be a alot of fun the people seem nice. who knows?? Bored ...........

Snore fest 2005

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 22:39:36 GMT

Today was so boring .... nothing happened...I am kinda on good terms with Lisa now and so far so good. Honestly I don't think it will be very long before we have an argument. This week is going by so slow. o0o0o Just found out today in my English class that my teacher will be taking us to see Phantom of the Opera...isn't that awesome. I can't wait. I think I pulled a muscle today because I can't bend and I feel like I could die. 65 days till Christmas vacation. I wan't to go shopping but I hate shopping...I just want new clothes...well...actually I don't I just want a pair of gauchos. They are soo cute. My back really hurts right now. OUCH!

Uneventful day

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 21:25:52 GMT

Today was not the best. I really did not like it. Adriana is just being a hoe. She is killing me and she is not the most liked person right now. Nothing really put me in a mood just that people don't really talk to me or treat like they should. Life isn't the best right now It could be better. I wish it was. Everything is just falling apart incuding my friendships. They used to be so strong and now they are dimenishing and I really don't like it. If people would just act like normail people and not treat each other like shit then we would all be happy. And we should talk about a subject other than themselves and thier obsessions. Make a Shrine or something....ahh.